Thought

Sorry for late update, i have been busy b4 CNY till now...n seldom on9 to update blog, juz read few blog n check mail, but tis few days, i have a very bad mood, for quite a long period, i have a messy mind, i got no idea wat shud i do for next, my decision might hurt some1, i noe u will hate me alot n alot, mayb u wont forgive me, or u wont take me as ur fren anymore. the oni thgs i can say is sorry, but i noe u wont accept it, but i noe i need to walk out from this, if not my life will not b a happi life. Recently, especially midnite, when i listening to music, my tears will drop down, my mind will turn somethg out, that makes me feels bad, n cry badly.
i hope n wish all this bad feeling will end up 1 day, so that i can alwiz stay smiling:)
New year New life!!!