i get mad today~

sometimes really fed up with my job, seems like everythg is my job, today still wan scold by contractor, wat o??i wan meeting, i need to do booking, i need to pick up phone lagi, wan count those worker de salary and every week need to advance, walao le, u tot i superman??if got custoemr i need to help to check in n out, need to collect laundry, need to pick up customer phone in midnite,even sleep liao also need to settle customer prob!!!!ppl work from 9 to 5 everyday, me??from 8 to no time limit!!ppl work 6 days per week i need to work everyday!! sienz, if i need to work when holiday i need to scold by dad lagi, ' u earn 3 to 4k issit??need to work when ppl is rest! ' i will get their advance late coz i having meeting, i need to do my thgs, u muz let me noe earlier...so tat we do thgs not in rush!!no ppl noe my hard!!today i really get mad to uncle, but after it, i feel so sorry to him, but i need ppl to understand me oni ma...not hard rite???

tired of work..

今天我的同事把我弄哭了，他说我做人很矛盾，什么都要靠别人，自己做不了主，有时又怕做太多，要要求人做又不敢，是不是很矛盾？我知道我是这个社会的新鲜人，我什么都不会，又常常被笑，我很不喜欢那种感觉。慢慢我又开始觉得我变了很多，变得没耐心，小小的事就好像要弄到很大。我的性格慢慢变得很野，什么都要赢，不可以这样！脾气也越来越硬，雯，以前的你不是这样的，你要把好的留下，不好的统统丢掉，好好去沉思，什么应该改，什么要留下。
有时我会开始觉得这个社会会给我带来压力，不知是为了什么。不管人或事，我都必须好好去打好关系，每一件事情都要没有缺陷的做好，今天早上，我们开会，我所有的同事，都知道我是一个大头虾，事情一定会出差错，可是每一次我都希望我可把事情做好，其实每一次我很怕你们踩我，我的心中都会有一种失落感，对自己做的东西没有信心。
其实我很想的得到你们的肯定，可一直都在努力，可是就是得不到成功。好累哦！！

haihzz

work work work!!! i need rest, but i still can stand for it la..but sometime i really tired...but thank God, luckily my boss still will think for his staff,hehe...when i work, i start to feel stress, too many thgs in my mind tat i need to do it, hope to find some1 to share, my colleague is quite pity, coz i alwiz catch him to 'ngo'..haha...he start to complain i keep 'ngo' him after i finish my 'bla bla speech'...lol...luckily i still feel happy to work here la...juz somekind of tired oni...but anyway, stress can make me lose weight...haha...i success lo...hehe..i m getting slimmer lor..haha...i will get slimmer on 24 dec...hiak hiak...hmm...my eyes so heavy...so i think i need more sleep lor...k..till here...good nite..